Jul. 24, 2011 @ 9:04 PM _
bye now, im a shithead
im going to bed
i want to study classes from two different universities next year and i need my scholarship i dont have monnies
also, im going to listen to more deerhoof because you cant just stop.
and david gilmour.
Jul. 24, 2011 @ 8:32 PM _
“Le monde entier dépend de tes yeux purs”
-Paul Eluard
(Source: film-instant)
Jul. 24, 2011 @ 8:23 PM _
ok so i think nobody cares about my decisions but:
1. i’m going to take a break of worrying so much about who the fuck I love until september or so
2. i’ll keep secret my feelings to my best friend (this is going to be awfully awful, i like to tell him stufff) i dont want to risk our friendship/break his heart because im good at that
3. i’ll try something with other guy i like to see how things work. i can’t live thinking what i would be with him instead of anyone else
thanks for not caring about this on your dashboard, i’m so confused all the time.
Jul. 23, 2011 @ 5:12 AM _
went out for another night of making out with strangers i’d never like in sober life; i have too much new girls contacts on my phone to be erased; i had too much tequila and been so drunk that I can’t remember the last time I was THIS drunk. i had the craziest make out session with some guy i cant remember.
and all this because i’m in love with my best friend
i got so sad/happy when my friends told me that they think he’s in love with me… it shouldn’t be this way, i love him too much to risk our friendship, but fuck, the fact that they can see it too… argaleaiohkhgçro
i don’t deserve someone as special as him. i love him so much, he’s the best man that i know. he’s honest and kind and says the truth to your fucking face no matter what. he holds me in my awful moments and the best thing ever is to sleep on his shoulder. he had such awful experiences, it’s incredible how good he is.
so yeah, i’m going to take a bath because i touched the sexy thang of a guy for too long and woke up to my friend’s bon jovi clock alarm. i hate bon jovi